"It feels like someone kicked you in your stomach. Feels like your heart stopped beating.
Feels like a dream. You know the one when you are falling.
You want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground.
You can't trust anything anymore. No one is who he say he is.
Your life is changed forever and the only thing comes out of the whole experience is that no one will ever break your heart like that again.''

This is for you. Kiwi. My best girl. I understand and I love you.
We have each other. We do. You are leaving tomorrow.
You take care. ok. Take good care of yourself till we stay in the same house again.
- C's words